Friday, January 16, 2015

Few memorable excerpts from "Timeless Steel- Rahul Dravid"

In an attempt to learn from the great man, Rahul Dravid, I recently read "Timeless steel- series of articles written on Rahul Dravid". I would highly receommend the book to every cricket fan. Few excerpts from different articles I found worth sharing:
  1. Dravid the cricketer was immense, but the man is just as exceptional, if not more so, which is amazing, because to remain a successful athlete at the highest level for as long as he did requires a degree of self-absorption and even narcissism, since rarely does a sport allow its successful practitioners to develop rounded personalities. In a sense, that was Dravid’s biggest triumph. It would be hard to find a cricketer who was as devoted and consumed by his craft, or one who spent as much time polishing it, but he also found energy and time to understand and engage with the world outside cricket. He is earnest and curious, and has varied interests.
  2. Batsmen like Dravid don’t bring a song to a spectator’s heart; they can sometimes be tedious to watch (though Dravid was a beautiful batsman in his own right). But they are the kind whose presence every team is grateful for. The true indication of Dravid’s greatness came when batting called for more than driving on the up, when the ball curled in the air and fizzed off the pitch, and when survival became an end in itself. To India’s enormous fortune, when a situation called for a batsman to stand up and be counted, Dravid was there. Almost always. Some are born to greatness. Rahul Dravid acquired it. In some ways, that is a greater achievement.
  3. Dravid, in his classic self-effacing way, confessed to being, for the most part, an on-side player. The bowlers had come to know of his strengths and had stopped feeding him on his legs. He had to find another way to score runs. Which is how he became one of cricket’s outstanding off-side batsmen. It must have taken hundreds of hours of shadow practice to get into his system, so as to make it absolutely seamless. Dravid went through the grind. Nothing great has ever been accomplished without passion.
  4. In cricket, as in life, it is not the most talented who survive, nor the most intelligent, but the ones who are most responsive to change. Dravid’s career was an eternal quest to get better. Everything he did was to as he puts it best “deliver the bat at the right time”. It all began with his middle-class upbringing, of being taught to believe in fundamental values like humility and perspective. He has also had some very old, solid friendships that have kept him rooted.
  5. When Rahul Dravid walked into the dressing room of St. Lawrence ground in Canterbury on a cold spring morning, you could feel he was different from all others. He did not swagger with cockiness or bristle with macho competitiveness.  He went quietly around the room shaking the hand of every Kent player- greeting everyone the same, from the captain to the most junior. It was not the mannered behavior of a seasoned overseas professional; it was the natural courtesy of a real gentleman. We met a special human being first, an international cricketer second.
  6. Real toughness takes many different forms. Dravid could appear shy and slightly vulnerable off the pitch; in the middle, you could sense a depth of resilience. Many overseas players liked to set them apart from the county pros- as though they had to swear more loudly and clap their hands more violently to prove that international cricketers were tougher than the rest. Not Dravid. He never paraded his toughness. It emerged between the lines of his performances. Instead, he always talked about learning, about gathering new experiences- as though his cricketing education wasn’t complete, as though there were many more strands of his craft to hone. His journey, you could tell, was driven by self-improvement. One word has attached itself to Dravid wherever he has gone- gentleman. The word is often misunderstood. Gentlemanliness is not mere surface charm- the easy lightness of confident sociability. Far from it; the real gentleman doesn’t run around flattering everyone in sight; he makes sure he fulfills his duties and obligations without drawing attention to himself or making a fuss. Gentlemanliness is as much about restraint as it is about appearances. Above all, a gentleman is not only courteous, he is also constant; always the same, whatever the circumstances or the company.
  7. On the field, what set Dravid apart was a rare combination of technical excellence, mental toughness and emotional restraint.  He was restrained in celebration, just as he was restrained in disappointment- exactly as the true gentleman should be. And yet his emotional self-control co-existed with fierce competitiveness and national pride.  Dravid single-handedly disproved the absurd argument that tantrums and yobbishness are signs of “how much you care” or, worse still, “how much you want it”. He was rarely outdone in terms of hunger or passion. And he was never outdone in terms of behavior or dignity. Those twin aspects of his personality – the dignified human being and the passionate competitor- ran alongside each other, the one never allowed to interfere with the other. He knew where the boundaries were, in life and in cricket.
  8. Dravid is an inward-looking player, an analyzer, constantly scrutinizing his art, dismembering his innings and emotions into pieces for study. Predictably, he is too intelligent to be at ease with this hero business; he finds it discomforting, exaggerated. He says “I don’t really feel like hero, my only qualification is that I come on TV more than a nurse or a soldier or a teacher. Anyways, I don’t think sportsmen can really be considered heroes”.
  9. Dravid’s batting is not, for some, immediately appealing; it is like some paintings, it requires a second look, a considered appreciation. Soon its beauty is revealed, its simple elegance, its clean, classical lines, its divorce from awkwardness, its stylish symmetry. He plays to his own wondrous sheet music. He is the owner of more shots than some believe, he is merely fastidious about what to play when.
  10. Laxman offered us art, Sehwag liberation, Tendulkar consistent genius, but Dravid taught us that the ability to reassure is a gift.  For such a neat man, he loved an ugly scrap. Runs might emerge in unsightly dribbles- sometimes it was as if to be uninhibited was an act of immodesty for him- but he’d keep going. A leave, a block, a block, a leave, and this should have been boring-and well, yes, sometimes it was- except, by the end he’d built a lead, or rescued a situation, or offered India a winning chance, and you’d look at this man, shirt bound by sweat, ferocious in his concentration, and just think, bloody hell. Struggle, in all its forms, was his hymn.

Friday, February 15, 2013

The Chadar Trek experience-27th Jan 2013 to 3rd Feb 2013


Background
I had been to Ladakh for the first time in 2011 summer timeframe. We were there to visit tourist spots like monasteries, Pangong lake, Nubra Valley, and to bike on the highest motorable road in India (the Khardung-La pass). The tranquil atmosphere and the sheer natural beauty had puzzled me and I vowed that I would return to this heaven. Before we move forward, I would like to thank my friend, Santhosh HV for organizing this first Ladakh trip, this one was special!

The Journey begins..!
It was in October 2012 timeframe that my friend Koteshwar Rao and I decided to do Chadar trek. We had done booking for Roopkund trek Uttarakhand with Indiahikes, but due to official reasons, we could not go ahead to do the trek. We informed Indiahikes and they were supportive by allowing us to do any future trek by just paying the differential amount. My first trek was due. We looked for the upcoming treks and saw images/videos of the frozen river Chadar trek in Ladakh in January end.
     Yes you read it correctly; a trek on frozen Zanskar river in Ladakh in winter timeframe :)
Few videos/websites claim it is the wildest trek in the world and the entire trek is 17-21 days where a trekker travels from Chilling to Padum and then traces the journey back. But most Indian hiking communities offer a cut-down version of 6-8 days Chadar trek.

Trek Introduction
This Trek is named Chadar because in winter, Zanskar river freezes due to the negative temperatures and looks like a blanket of ice/snow. There exists only a small window, just a month in the whole year when this trek can be completed because during this timeframe, a relatively stable ice layer is formed on the river to walk on. It was a 7 day trek in extremely harsh conditions where the average temperature in daytime is -5 to -10C and during the night, temperature can go as low as -25C. Terrain-wise, it is a relatively flat walk, but the impact factors here were the environmental conditions and the long distance  on ice one has to cover 12-15kms daily for 6 days. Daytime would be spent walking on Chadar typically 9am-3pm and night stay would be in tents. To survive such low temperatures, layered clothing was suggested where one has to wear around 3-4 layers on the upper half of the body and 2 layers on the bottom half.
     Yes the trek seemed a daunting task specially for a first time trekker. Amidst all this, there were a lot of chaos in my personal and professional life during that time. I wanted to punish myself mainly for 3 reasons,
  • for few of my decisions that I had taken in the past
  • I was taking some things for granted
  • I was not working hard to improve myself on certain things
For a masochist, this trek was perfect. The backdrop was set and I headed towards Leh Ladakh on January 27th from Delhi airport to accomplish this.

Trek details
Cross-checked everything in the list of things to carry by Indiahikes including the warm clothes, medical kit and trek gear, my friend koti and I landed in Leh on Jan 27th morning. The breathtaking views of the snow-capped mountains just before landing had already set the adrenaline pumping, and we were told the outside temperature was -6C at the time of landing around 11:30AM. Everything was covered with snow on our way to the guest house. The first day in Leh was kept to acclimatize to the weather conditions and low-oxygen supply in the air.
Next day Jan 28th morning, I had a chat with my family members for the last time as there would be no network for the next 6 days, we had breakfast and left in a bus for for a 3 hour drive to the trek base camp named Chilling. Out of 21 from our group, 3 participants backed out just before leaving as they were not feeling well. 3 members from Indiahikes, 1 trek lead and around 25 local Ladakhi people as porters to carry food and trek stuff such as tents, sleeping bags etc. were with us when we reached Chilling. We descended some 200ft to set our first steps on Chadar and Tilat sumdo camp site beckoned us.

Next 6 days.
Day1- Trek around 12kms from Tilat Sumdo to reach Shingra Koma.
Day2- Trek around 15kms from Shingra Koma to reach Tibb
Day3- Trek around 12kms from Tibb to reach Nerak. From the camp site, trek around 1200ft elevation to reach Nerak Village, be a Zanskari for few hours and head down to the camp site.
Day4 (Nerak-Tibb), Day5(Tibb to Shingra Koma) and Day6(Singra koma to Tilat Sumdo) retrace your path to reach back and head back towards Leh.

We covered around 80kms in 6 days walking on ice and snow and where the ice was weak, we had to find a way from the mountains till the Chadar became stable. All this was with a 10kgs backpack on the shoulders. The trekking pole, gum boots and the cramp-ons played a crucial role in the completion of trek. Walking on snow was easier than walking on ice and mountains. Sun was visible only in few patches as in other places, it was blocked by mountains. Nature showed it's supreme power, we were mere culprits before it. Nature humbled me with extreme conditions. Legs and shoulder pain had become a regular affair.

The trek guides were amazing in gauging which route would be the best by estimating the depth of ice or water. On all days, my clothing consisted of
Innermost layer being thermal-wear
1 full Tshirt
1 sweater
1 thick jacket
track-pant
2 layer of gloves in hands and 3 layer of socks inside the shoes.

Taking a leak and taking a dump was so awkward as were bundled up in layers.The toughest hours of the day were in the morning from when once wakes up to when the trek started. Even to eat, when we removed the glove from one hand, it quickly became numb and painful. The foot was in pain throughout the 2 hours till it received blood-flow from walking. All this pain went to sub-conscious mind when we saw the breath-taking views of frozen waterfalls, the colorful mountains,floating ice on river, and felt the sensation of flowing zanskar river beneath our foot-steps. In between, few unpredictable things like landslide from a mountain while our group was moving, few people loosing balance and getting wet in the water,and the previous batch returning from halfway due to water ahead as a result of Chadar not forming happened. But our batch was really lucky to complete the trek safely and on time.

While walking on the last day, I saw a great deal of analogy between Chadar trek and Life.
1. The trek had ice, snow, mountains and water patches, similar to the journey of life which has joy, sorrow, ups and downs.
2. During the trek, we could not predict the behavior of Chadar. Everything was controlled by nature. Similarly in our life, the supreme power up there controls everything. We just need to do our daily chores with our full dedication and without worrying too much about the results, leave the rest to luck.

That last moment when we completed the trek will remain embodied inside me. It is more important to feel strong than to be strong, and that moment I was feeling strong. I was slightly misty-eyed to complete my first trek and have an enriching experience. The sound of breaking chadar as we walked on it, the sound of flowing river, the color of mountains and the waterfalls that had frozen will always remain inside my heart. As a trekker, my trekking expedition has just started and I will surely come back in the mountains in the near future. When, I will let the time to unfold it for me :)





Special thanks to my amazing trek group who made the trek so much fun , Indiahikes team for their excellent management of the trek, the porters who carried all necessary stuff for us to have a comfortable stay in the night, and to the trek guides who helped us at every instant of the trek.

Cheers,
A Rookie trekker.

Monday, April 4, 2011

The road to the finals!!











Getting the tickets..

In US (on my 1 year so called training :P ), me and my friends had watched WWE, Baseball, Basketball live! We had also enjoyed American football outside the stadium in US. Then back in Swadesh, I was a spectator in Athletics at the Jawahar Lal stadium in Delhi, and an India-Pakistan clash in Hockey at Major Dhyanchand stadium during the CWG games held here in New Delhi. Had exposure to watching almost(?) all the games. Or did I?

No wait! There was something missing. Something big! Yeah,me and some of my college friends had decided that we will try hard for the tickets to watch the finals of ICC Cricket world cup 2011 held in the sub-continent and also FIFA world cup 2014 finals in Brazil. Yes! that was our crazy plan to travel all around the places just to watch the two sports which we love. The best thing of being bachelors is that you can think crazy, ain't it? :)

The ICC world cup had started February 19th 2011 and we had our eyes on the finals tickets.Meanwhile, we watched WI vs Nedherlands at Feroz shah Kotla in Delhi just to gain an experience of the ODI format of my favourite sport. Also, the day when the finals tickets were to be sold on the official website, the website crashed, a heart-break :(

Then the news came that there will be an online ballot system where computer will pick some lucky ones across the globe who will be able to see the finals and semi-finals live at the stadium. So we applied at the website and the wait begins! Let the luck play it's dice.

It is rightly said "Jahan chah wahan raah" i.e. if you dream anything from the deepest of your hearts, the whole universe conspires to help you acheive that! One night, my friend called me at around 10:45 in the night, screaming "Abe final k ticket lag gayi, kara loon?" I had slept early that night due to neck pain when I picked up the phone and thought " Hope I am not dreaming ". I replied back "Kara le, bindaas". Yes, one of my luckiest friends (for sure) had received the confirmation email from the website, for 2 tickets that too in spam! dude, are you kidding me? Why gmail had to filter only that mail from all the bullshit mails that we receive, I thought! He just checked the spam folder, and

bingo! Our luck smiled on us. So here were two guys, who had booked finals tickets for 5k each, booked flight tickets for 8k each, a day before India played the quarters against Australia with only 1 belief, India will win the world cup.

We didn't knew History would be beckoning us on Saturday, 2nd April 2011.

Reaching Mumbai..

We reached Mumbai on Friday to collect the tickets at the venue just in front of the Wankhede Stadium, the place where one of the teams would go down in history in golden letters. The match was India vs Sri Lanka. Yes, India had reached the finals by defeating Australia and arch-rivals Pakistan in the quarters and semis respectively. Whoa! what a feeling to land in Mumbai with India just one step away from lifting the whole nation into a heaven where there will be no differences of caste, creed or color.

We had to stand in the long queue for 4 hrs in front of Wankhede to collect the tickets. Ah! What a feeling to stand in front of the ground (even in hot sun and sweat) where the "GOD" of cricket (read Sachin Tendulkar) practiced right from the child-hood. We finally got the tickets and headed to one of my friend's place.

Best day in my life!!

From the last 2 nights, I had slept only for 6 hrs total and the day had arrived. This could be and will be one of the best days in my life, I thought and comforted myself. I freshned up and wore Indian team T-shirt, back of which screamed "Tendulkar (10)". We left for the stadium at 9:30 in the morning. Madly wondered in front of the stadium to get our Tri-color flag, Indian team cap, tr-color cricket bands. Finally we entered the stadium at 12:15 after going through 6 levels of security check and collecting all the material needed for a well-spent finals match. The seat numbers were fixed and we had got North-Stand at the long off area. We were so happy and could not resist taking pics with Tiranga painted on our cheeks and holding in our hands much before the match started.

It was 2:00 PM and India had lost the toss, a bad-luck to the start of the game that could have let the hopes of a billion people in vain. But, having said that it had to be in the favour of the Indian team because a billion prayers just don't go unheard. Then it was time for the national anthems of both the teams. I am still having goose-bumps when I start to type that moment. Singing the national anthem with almost 33000 people singing with you is a precious moment and once in a lifetime opportunity.

It was 2:30, the match had started and so did the prayers of everybody around the world who had India in their hearts.

The Sri-Lankan innings was all about booing their batsman, cheering for the indian team who fielded outstandingly(kudos to Yuvraj, Raina and Kohli). We were also saving energy for the Indian innings.At the end of 1st innings, respect for Jawawardena for an awesome century and belief for the Indian team that they can chase this target.

Indian innings:

We were busy eating snacks in the basement of stadium when we heard buzz from inside the stadium which indicated Indian Innings had started. We rushed inside the stadium only to see the score-board saying 4-1. What the hell!! :( Found out from the people inside stadium that Sehwag went out plumb to Malinga on the 2nd ball of the innings. Felt bad that could not see Sehwag even on the pitch batting. Still, was happy as Sachin and Gambhir were on crease and both of them looked in tremendous touch.

Suddenly, that happened which broke a billion hearts at once. Sachin was cought behind. The stadium went dead silent and so did our nation. The master-blaster looking in ultimate touch was caught behind by Sangakara at his home ground, venue being the World cup finals with more than a billion hearts at stake. My friend who was sitting besides me lost hope at that very moment and had his heart in his mouth. But somehow I had a belief that India cannot loose tonight as even GOD's (read Sachin's) inspiration was with us.

Gambhir and Kohli started their fight with a big-heart. Me along with 3-4 people sitting besides me started to cheer every run scored by the duo from our stand. Gradually, blue-coloured people started to come to life and we were moving ahead slowly and steadily.

The final moment:

The final six hit by Dhoni, was a shot that went down in history making the 28 years wait of a nation that has one religion above all (Cricket) end. India had won the World cup and we had become the part of Indian Cricket history. Strangers hugging each other, foreigners shaking hands with the Indian people, and us dancing and singing on the tunes of "Maa tujhe Salaam" and "Rang de Basanti" and "Chak de India". Ah! a billion dollar view!!

That victory lap where Indian team carried Sachin on their shoulders, and Virat saying "Sachin has carried the burden of Indian cricket on his shoulders for the last 21 years, it was time we carried him on ours" Oh god! That "GOD" has so much respect around the world! The moment was priceless. Felt really proud waving the Indian flag and watching history in the making.

Chants of "We are the world champions, are you watching Pakistan" and "Pehle haraya goron ko, phir haramkhoron ko, phir Sita k choron ko" were heard on the way out of stadium. We went to Marine drive where people had gone mad celebrating the victory on roads, dancing to the drums and screaming "Indiaaaaa, Indiaaaaaaaa" :) Another well-spent sleepless night where I became a lucky person to witness history India winning the world cup. We took a taxi for back to my friend's place, with me waving the Indian Flag outside the window of taxi for 30 kms. Ah! Proud to be an Indian.

Back to Delhi..

We reached Mumbai airport at 4:30 in the morning. The airlines receptionist asked" How was the match sir?". I just said" It was amazing" and quickly ran out of words to describe my emotions. We sat in our flight with sore throat, aching body and foodless stomach, but with our heads held high in glory and pride. My second Mumbai trip finally ended, with memories of it being embedded in my head forever.

Jai Hind!!

Cheers to Team India....

Sunday, February 7, 2010

यारी को सलाम.......


Hi everybody!
I wanted to write this one from a long time, but circumstances were such that it got delayed. Today I am alone in my room and am missing my friends like hell. There is silence in my surroundings, but i can hear many voices from my heart. These calls are from my friends, they are standing streching their hands out and I am running in my thoughts to hug them.
This is dedicated to all of you my dear friends. I pray to God to create such situation that we all meet again and cherish our moments.
AMEN!

This is a story of each one of us..Cheers...

मैं आया था इस जहाँ में अकेले
मेरे parents ने मुझे चलना सिखाया, हसना सिखाया
इस दुनिया से कैसे लड़ना है यह बताया
इस दुनिया की हर ख़ुशी मेरी झोली में डाल दी

मैं बड़ा होने लगा, school जाने लगा

सब नया नया सा था वहां, मुझे ज़रूरत थी एक साथी की
तब तुमने मेरा हाथ थामा, अपनेपन से मेरे डर को भगाया
हमने सब राहें साथ में तय की
हर डगर पे तुमने मेरे दुःख को ले लिया, सारी ख़ुशी मुझे दे दी
हम साथ साथ खेलते, साथ school जाते
एक दुसरे का tiffin - box खाते
कभी लड़ते थे, कभी एक दुसरे से बात नहीं करते थे
पर यह लड़ाई ने हमारे रिश्ते को और मजबूत किया

समय का पहिया घुमने लगा, एक घडी आई की हमे school छोड़ना पड़ा
लेकिन हमने वादा किया, हम हैं राही प्यार के फिर मिलेंगे चलते चलते !

अब समय था engineering का, college का
मैंने जब कदम रखा college में , एक अलग ही समां था
सब दौड़ने में लगे हुए थे, ऐसी दौड़ जो सब सोचते थे
अगर नहीं दौडोगे तो कोई तुम्हे कुचल कर आगे बढ़ जायेगा
तुम्ही थे जिसने मुझे शांति से बैठना सिखाया, यह बताया की सुकून नहीं तो कुछ नहीं
सिखाया की काबिल बनो! कामयाबी झक मार के तुम्हारे पीछे भागेगी

याद है मुझे, सुबह bus को दौड़ते दौड़ते पकड़ना, एक दुसरे के लिए seat रोकना
नहीं नहाने पर चिढाना, woh साथ में lecture bunk मारना
ढाबे पे जाकर चाय पीना और समोसा खाना, साथ में hostel के छत पर पीना
छोटी छोटी बात पर एक दोसरे की टांग खीचना, किसी लड़की के साथ दिखा तो hostel में आकर चिढाना
साथ में पढना, exams पार करना
professors को परेशान करना, proxy लगाना
notes copy करना, और बोलना assignment submit करेंगे तो अपने दम पर वर्ना नहीं..
orkut के photos पे comments करना, दुसरे के gtalk से लड़की को ping करना
साथ cricket के मैंदान पर रंग जमाना, एक दुसरे को out करने पर जलाना
साथ में movie देखना और चिल्लाना- साले क्या बकवास movie दिखा दी!
LAN पर games खेलना, एक दुसरे को birthday पर उछाल कर लात मारना
वोह placements होने पर bombs मार कर party खाना

वक़्त झरने से बहता हुआ भागने लगा, वोह समय आया जब हमें college भी छोड़ना पड़ रहा था
आँखें नम होने लगी, सोचा कैसे पार होगी यह बाकी की ज़िन्दगी तुम्हारे बिना?
पर तुमने ही कहा, यह दुनिया छोटी सी है और हमारे पास बहुत वक़्त है
ऊपर वाले ने चाहा तो हम ज़रूर मिलेंगे, तुम्ही ने मुझे किस्मत पर भरोसा करना सिखाया ....
मैं अब भी प्रतीक्षा कर रहा हूँ कब तुमसे मिलूंगा
यह कैसा शोर है है जो गूँज रहा है मेरे चारों तरफ
तुम्हारी आवाज़ सुनाई दे रही है, तुम हाथ फैलाए खड़े हो
और मैं तुम्हे गले लगाने के लिए दौड़ रहा हूँ
life में आगे बढ़ रहा हूँ, बहुत नए दोस्त बन रहे हैं
पर तुम्हारी जगह कोई नहीं ले सकता

मैं ऊपर वाले से रोज़ कहता हूँ तुम जहाँ भी रहो खुश रहो
और वह पल जल्द ही आये जब व़ोह समां फिर से हो
जब मिल बैठेंगे तुम, हम और हमारे बीते हुए पल......

Friday, October 30, 2009

Reflections...

जो तुझे जगाये
नींदें तेरी उडाये
ख्वाब है सच्चा वही

नींदों में जो आये
जिसे तू भूल जाये
ख्वाब वो सच्चा नहीं

ख्वाब को राग दे
नींद को आग दे


अंगारों को जगाये
कोयलों पे चलाये
लहरें जो उठाये
पानियों को हिलाए
ख्वाब है सच्चा वही


ख्वाब को राग दे
नींद को आग दे


मंजिलों पे त्यौहार है
लेकिन वो हार है
क्या ख़ुशी अपनों के बिन
है अधूरी हर जीत भी
सरगम संगीत भी
अधूरा है अपनों के बिन

above were few inspiring and awesome lines of a song from "london Dreams"

Hi everyone!! Sorry that I took much time to write my next blog but could not help it. Was settling in the new place whats called अमरीका :) I know I know, you all will be yelling that you should not leave your hobby at any cost, but I am back! And guess what, I promise that I will be posting it now regularly :) So what's new?? I have some experiences that I would like sharing with you all.... Its been 51 days away from my country..yes i am counting the days even :) So the obvious question is why??Most of you might be cursing me after reading this that i am not satisfied with whatever I get..guys and gals...chill!! I have no intent of discouraging any of you who are planning to come here for vacations,higher studies or work...it's lot of fun seeing places and babes like you have never seen before ;) ..but there are some things which I don't appreciate about here....

Well,The grass always looks greener on the other side..haan haan bhai apni
मात्रभाषा mein bolein to " दूर ढोल सुहाने " ....koi khaas nahi hai bhai wilaayat :) Stop! if you are thinking i am criticising USA,:) I am!!!artificiality is d thing that's dominant here...both in the nature of people and the environment here....and the funny part of this story( yes u heard it right! my story named " मेरा वनवास " :) :) ) is that I see people trying to change themselves for the sake of pleasing others!! guys chill, be as u are and let others love you as you are...

Professional life..what say...it's hell of a lot different from anythng else...People just care about themselves because now money comes into play...sach hi kehte hain bhai.पैसा बोलता है ....the most funny thing about this life is that people pretend a lot here...I saw in a conference room that 5-6 people were sitting and having an intense look at their lappies, like they would invent something at that very instant :) nobody was even talking to each other..are bhai, bagal mein koi apna hi hai, baat to kar lo yaar :) But change is the only thing we can't fight with.it's bound to happen and we have to change roles as life goes on..so trying to accept the new phase of life with all warmth..

I have realised many things after coming here...when you stay away from someone, you realise their importance and worth..Family and friends..missing u all like hell..love u all....We have to have faith, it definitely can move mountains..everything happens for a good, we just have to relax even in how tough situations we are stuck in...and I have realized the importance of being punctual and sincere in whatever we do..अगर चाह है तो राह निकल ही आती है :)


Thats all bhaiyon aur unki behno :)... main aap logon k saath bana rahunga...yahin isi site par!! keep rocking and do take gud care of urselves....

Sunday, August 16, 2009

प्रतीक्षा


Last night, I saw you in my dream
Sweetheart, you looked like a beauty queen
I was perplexed and confused
What to say and where to start
But you were amused to see me bemused

Your charming smile and magic spell
For it's view, I can go happily even to hell
Your pixilated eyes and enchanting appearance
Ah! I was waiting for your presence

I was about to kiss you
For your eternal beauty, adore you
As my roomie woke me up genuinely
And said " Welcome to reality"
I vented my ire
For not letting me complete my desire

I wanted to sleep, and was excited
about my "Dreams Unlimited"
But then I realized, I had to compromise
I prayed to god, to make my dreams come true
So that I can meet you
and say I LOVE YOU

Saturday, August 15, 2009

BROKEN HEART



I am leaving
My heart is'nt believing
Pain is all that I feel now
Got my emotions to imbibe
I have to survive, I have to survive

My destiny is cooking a world
Void of my near & dear ones
Senses are becoming numb
No other alternative but to succumb
I have to survive, I have to survive

The sea is rough, I need to be tough
They say no time for emotions
Strive hard to achieve the ambitions
What kinda a life is this
Mean, meshy and totally abusive
I have to survive, I have to survive

The life's a journey, not a destination
A majestic creation, bound by no imagination
I'll miss you all and I promise
Will return for expectations to suffice
I have to survive, I have to survive